remember what expectations did last time

 

                no expectations

                no feelings

                no pain

                     even though, she looks like heaven...

                

...

are the shadows already gone?


is this the path?

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it's looks  bright and sweet... as it hasn't seen for a long, long time ago...

i'll wrap into into your sweetness!

some tears are good;  they do ease the excruciating pain

trying to keep smilling to those who remember and do smile to warm me :)



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nevertheless it's scarce to fill the emptyness

however, it's the way to go :)

thank you!

a precisar de ser abraçado

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há demasiado tempo :|

 Unwillingness to go work?

fueled with adrenaline... everyday!

from now on, always trying to see the brightest side of my life! :)

hum!...

Papinha da mamã!

Revitaliza corpo e mente!

...

“When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.”

Charles Austin Beard               

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Para ti,

que precisas e mereces 

...

No dia em que a conheci, chorei porque me disse por mensagem que iria para outros destinos e não a voltaria a ver provavelmente.

Ao fim de quase 8 anos, disse-me por mensagem que tudo acabava. Iria para outros destinos e não a voltaria a ver provavelmente.

Não chorei.

…Procurei várias respostas pelas ruas da minha nova cidade…

… duas horas depois…

 

não choro o que vivi

chorei o que não viveria se ela não tivesse ficado ao meu lado até esse 11 de Setembro

e mais não há para viver ao seu lado.

.

re- discovering old pleasures

to cook!

food for my body and mind  

...

need to feel It underneath my feet flowing through my body

despite the stormy weather,

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will do. now.

... 

Step by step into the enlightment :)

trying not to fall again...

God, give me someone to love and be loved,

but not yet!

...

damn,

the wrists should start bleeding spontaneously

hope my stupid heart stops and dry for once

no, it can't be fixed... not anymore.

if  angels do exist,  it's time to show up

...

you can fool my body...

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but,

 

my soul won't be foolish that easily

i hope

...

thank you for making me laugh

thank you for smoothing the rough path

 

thank you for be there for me, even if i don't really have asked you for it. 

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may the sun keep shining upon me

 

 with no shadows

...

i saw you in such a trouble

everybody else was taking care of their own

you were continuously bumping against an illusion you could not understand

gently but somehow afraid of hurting you, i picked you, took you somewhere else without such traps

when you where ready, gave you back your freedom.

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It was just a butterfly bumping against a glass on the bus stop

regarding the world staring , i was just an odd person  :)

or maybe the butterfly?...